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You know you truly care
when you have try and
convince yourself that you dont
The phone slips from a loose grip
words were missed then, some apology.
I didnt want to tell you this.
You grabbed my hand & made me see what it could feel like & what it might be like. You wrote my name in the sand in this endless summer.
All I want to be is the girl falling asleep in a boy's arms && not caring about anything else in the world expect how I feel right there with him
I'm just a raggedy ann girl
living in this barbie world
Unless you can see inside my
heart, theres no way you
could possibly understand
how he makes me feel
"Maybe the past is like an anchor, holding us back. Maybe you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be."
--Sex and the City
Break my heart. I'll still be superficially beautiful. Isn’t that all that mattered to you anyway?
Do you know what it's like to reach for the phone and pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit there with tears building up in your eyes because you know it's not that the last time you'll miss the conversations you've shared. </3
just when you've had enough
life gives you more . && just ;;
when you think it's rained `'
enough it starts to pour*
I'll throw you off this building top, just to be the one to catch you before you hit the ground, I'll be there. I'll be the one to catch you, but you can't make somebody love you.
And this week the trend was to crash and burn and then return again. To practice the life that I pretend provides enough to get me though the weekend.
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All I ever hear is 'be a good girl', just behave, sit up straight, stand up tall, never faulter, never fall, stay in school, make the grade, never fail, never fade, be a hero, be a star.' be everything but what you are. <3
Smile. It makes a world of difference. Dance. Who knows when you wont be able to. Cry. Holding those emotions in is bad for you. Kiss. Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world. Laugh. Whats the point in hiding happiness? Frown. Why not let him know youre unhappy? Apologize. You dont wanna lose friends. Hug. Theres no better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love. Live, because life is everything.
its a feeling i can't hide, the way i miss you
when you're not by my side. its the warmth i feel
when i think of you & the happiness i get from the
sweet things you do so now i know the sweetest
dreams can come true because i found heaven
on earth the day i found you
always hold your head up high,
even if on the inside your about to cry.
pretend that nothing's wrong at all,
close your eyes before you fall
if you cant see it, it's not there,
this is life, and it's not fair..
Love is a rythm of two hearts b.e.a.t.i.n.g,
pounding out a message, steady and true *
talk to me baby, tell me what you're feeling,
I know what love is...what's it to you?
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&& time just awaits
another disapointment.. x|3
i want a boy---
who can wrestle with me
and let me win.
who i can talk to about anything.
who laughs at my jokes.
a boy who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow.
who buys me 25 cent rings,
and sticky hands.
who says i love you & means it.
who will kiss me in the rain,
in the sunshine, and in the snow.
who calls unexpectedly.
who will have many inside jokes
with and me remember each one.
a boy who notices girl's haircuts.
who realizes that girls say things
but dont always mean them.
who i can go swimming with
on hot days.
who can tell me his problems
and let me help.
who will listen to me talk--
about the new nail polish i got.
who will bring me seashells
from the beach.
who will let me beat him up
when i get angry.
who writes love letters to me,
but doesn't send them.
who draws pictures and slips them
gently into my locker slot.
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
a boy with deep eyes,
that can see through faces into depths.
who wears baseball hats and
lets me wear his too.
who gives me his t-shirt to change into
and not expect to get it back.
who knows my favorite color, song,
car, vegetable, perfume and
the color of my toothbrush.
a boy who will shake my dad's handand look my mother in the eye.
who will call me by my full name--
first, middle and last.
a boy who will kiss me and
tell me i'm beautiful.
a boy who will let me cry to him.
who will squeeze my hips just right.
who suprises me and compliments
my manicure and plays with my hair.
who knows when i have a math test
or when i fail one.
a boy who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower.
who tells me i have a nice laugh,
and a smile that lights up the room.
a boy who's simply mine to hold
When you think about him, you start to cry. When he gets online, your tummy gets that feeling and your heart beats ten times faster. When you see him, you smile without even knowing it. That means there’s something that won’t let you give up
just because ur leaving doesnt
mean i am letting go____x3
Admit it. We flirt with each other. We have so much fun with each other. We laugh with each other and we even try to be with each other. And I believe that we secretly love each other. But how come when I think of you and wonder if you're thinking of me, it feels like you aren't <3?
Best Friends * are the ones who see the hurt in your
eyes When everyone else is fooled by your fake smile
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You failed to see that
your're the world in my eyes,
I guess its just to bad
I'm not even a *twinkle* in yours --- </3
Sometimes when I say "Oh, Im fine" I want someone to look me in the eyes & say "tell the truth"
don`t call me obsessed when i`m only scared ;
of losing the best thing that ever happened to me <3 `*
….Eventually….
You realize that life sucks
Love isn’t always real…
Happiness is only for a limited time
You learn who REAL friends are…
You learn to hold back tears
& you learn how to…
Act like you don’t care
Every girl dreams of waking up in the middle of the night
From rocks being thrown at her window…
From that one special boy she can’t stop thinking about
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